Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Today.. Wake up at around 6:30 liddat.. feelin so alive and funny in sum sense. while goin 2 toilet 2 bath and wash up.. i suddenly thought of things which i have not asked for a long time like why m i in iteclementi? what is my aim in life? then while i was bathin.. i have been thinking for the past 5 months what have i been doing in sch and what i have achieve so far.. and while thinkin of tat.. i noticed i was LATE 4 sch!! argh... den quickly rush and run 2 mrt station.. den while in e mrt station 2 sch i try 2 recall what i hav been doin tis past few months and i have been a all boys sch for all my life and tis is my 1st year in a mix sch which is a different enviroment for mi and being able 2 talk 2 many ppl frm the opposite sex made mi realise how little knowledge i have being in a single sex sch. i also realise that mix sch guys have more motivation 2 do better in their studies then the sec sch i was in as they hav something 2 look forward in sch and will try their veri best 2 make sure they girls dun look down on them and so and so forth. i also realise that they r more streetwise then my sch and my sec sch ppl can say.. they r kinda idiots if they duno how 2 go 2 1 place they would spend money taking cab and dun take e initative 2 find an alternative way 2 find their way around. During tis past 5 months, i feel i have been a changed person frm being an anti-social person 2 more sociable and change alot as in totally changed like a makeover. total different person. i used 2 keep stuff 2 myself and seldom talk 2 people unless they approach mi but now i duno what kind of illness went into me that i talk alot.. haa i knw i m like talkin rubbish. but its not okay. i also feel i becum more open 2 ppl views and becum more of a team worker and love 2 work in a group than individual. when i come 2 ite i felt veri secluded and lonely as i had no friends frm mi sec sch who came 2 clementi as most of them went overseas or taking private school. but i m so lucky 2 have my current class OJ who is a bunch of 1 hella noisy gang lol.. all of them r veri open and will listen 2 wad u have 2 say. even thought we dun agree on sum thing but i feel that it makes our friendship stronger in 1 way or another. last but not least i juz wanan end off tis crap stuff that i m thankful 2 all e friends i have and i treasure them alot =D thx for making my life more and more meaningful and i cherish e time we had 2gether =D Take Care Peace Out ^_^
6:46 AM
My heart skipped a beat; 