Monday, November 22, 2004
haa i m back!! yea.. today play maplestory lorx... frm 7++ till 3pm liddat den i went to eat lunch den go out meet jinng yi and wendy they all.. den pei xing li go job interview.. haa but we walk walk den no find.. den we went 2 odyessy lan shop at park lane go pak cs awhile.. haa veri song.. long time no play cs le.. haa yea.. den went to mac at ps.. and i go eat.. den jinng yi and xingli pei me go eat cuz wendy early zhao le.. haa yea.. den i took bus and reach home around 11 coming 12 le..tats abt it.. den come back dear say she tio bully.. aiyo..muz spend more time wit her.. haa yea.. love her sho muchie!! MuaCks My aiai huang Ai Juan!!~~~!~!ntienitezs...now is 4am.. haa
4:26 AM
My heart skipped a beat;
Saturday, November 20, 2004
yea.. today juz updated my blog.. changing song and etc..
6:09 PM
My heart skipped a beat;
Sunday, November 14, 2004
hai.. juz woke up.. duno y 3 days i got headache.. and i got e urge 2 smoke again.. but i wun smoke cuz i promise dear i wun touch le... and now at 8.27am.. i studying but nth can get into my head.. dunno why is tis so.. feeling super hot..i bath le but still feel veri hot.. and ytd while boiling water.. i pour water that time my whole hand got scalded with hot water.. now still veri pain even though i put in cold water and apply colgate..like got bubble on my hand.. later in e afternoon or nite i continue ba...
8:30 AM
My heart skipped a beat;
Friday, November 12, 2004
hai today went out wit dear... neva feel happi at all...cuz thinkin alot.. i feel like i m being controlled and when i wan 2 do sum stuff like i cant lo.. hai.. i realli dunno wad 2 do.. den i ask friends things they like bo chup bo chup reply.. if it is so hard 2 reply then dun reply talk till like that myself dun talk. u can say i suck or wad la. i dun care cuz i m a sensitive guy wad can u do abt tat. den we go watch movie all.. princess diary was funny but i didnt enjoy it... dear was like not happi wit mi lo... i call her earlier and ask y she so long.. den she say help teacher.. den i say okay... nvm... den i ask her is teacher more impt den dear.. den she say yes.. den ji tao my heart break lo.. nvm.. my heart turning cold le...wad 2 do.. so mani things around mi changin mi to my old self.. hai.. den exams coming also... den haven really study all.. now i feel most impt is study well and do well 4 e exam.. all tis unhappy things i dun care.. cuz its affecting my studies.. keep make mi sad and stuff..nth more 2 write le no mood
10:27 PM
My heart skipped a beat;
Monday, November 08, 2004
hai.. duno if i shld feel sad.. i juz hit lvl 25 in maplestory.. a great achievement 4 me ba.. play so short and lvl up so fast.. duno how my studies but i can cope ba.. yea.. den today neva go out wit dear le.. 8 days no go out.. hai.. miss her soooo much.. does she knw tat? duno.. hope she does.. cuz i realli love her wholeheartly.. and i m irritating and fan at times but all is cuz i love u.. dun wan 2 lose u... love u soo sooo sooo much u know.. i dun like 2 hurt or any harm come upon u.. each time hear u injure urself u knw how pain my heart is.. hai.. dun knw how 2 say.. but its pain enuff 2 make mi cry ba.. and neva see u or go out wit u.. like feel so far frm u.. hai.. really miss u soo much dear.. hai.. really love u sooo beri de much.. hope u love mi still. singing off.. ur dear dear paul.. aka carrotie.. aka sowwy aka nrgyelf aka paulz
7:48 PM
My heart skipped a beat;
Sunday, November 07, 2004
hai.. today duno y feeling so sad and depressed.. neva go out wit dear e whole week and today i fele she has been avoiding me.. i duno wad wrong did i do tis time 2 feel tis way.. and i dunno if our relationship is falling apart..i m really in a daze.. and no mood 2 do anythin le.. so i will stop here.. yea.. hai.. anyway.. good nite dear.. nitenite.. MuaCks..
7:14 PM
My heart skipped a beat;
