Friday, November 12, 2004
hai today went out wit dear... neva feel happi at all...cuz thinkin alot.. i feel like i m being controlled and when i wan 2 do sum stuff like i cant lo.. hai.. i realli dunno wad 2 do.. den i ask friends things they like bo chup bo chup reply.. if it is so hard 2 reply then dun reply talk till like that myself dun talk. u can say i suck or wad la. i dun care cuz i m a sensitive guy wad can u do abt tat. den we go watch movie all.. princess diary was funny but i didnt enjoy it... dear was like not happi wit mi lo... i call her earlier and ask y she so long.. den she say help teacher.. den i say okay... nvm... den i ask her is teacher more impt den dear.. den she say yes.. den ji tao my heart break lo.. nvm.. my heart turning cold le...wad 2 do.. so mani things around mi changin mi to my old self.. hai.. den exams coming also... den haven really study all.. now i feel most impt is study well and do well 4 e exam.. all tis unhappy things i dun care.. cuz its affecting my studies.. keep make mi sad and stuff..nth more 2 write le no mood
10:27 PM
My heart skipped a beat;