Friday, May 05, 2006
today its over between us le ba juz came frm k-box.. went wit my god aunties 2 let out all e sadness etc.. i feel much beta thx carol and ann.. ya.. juz nw i call aiping up and told her wad i mean by the sms's and she call mi back and talk but i juz told her wad i feel and stuff..thou nt together le but i still will miss her ba. cuz shes e only stead which i hav tat i was so close to. and e most i did for ani stead.i actually honestly still love her but i dun1 2 get hurt later on cuz i gt my family problems if i get hurt by her how? i cant hold on le sia. maybe she will find a betta guy den me? so many guys out there. and juz nw in k box i sang 2 of her fav song dang ni gu dang and na nu hai dui wo shuo. made mi think of she..but i tried 2 be happy realli hen love her tat i hav 2 say those words 2 her and summore thank her 4 coming into my life etc... i realli duno wad i doin. hope i dun hav ani more regrets. i go slp 1st veri tired le gd nite diary. i wish 4 a stead who loves me so tat much as her and hav no tattoos etc i will be happy can le one tats slim looks average like aiping i m very happy and grateful. will my princess ever come 2 stitch my broken heart? i'm waiting.
1:47 PM
My heart skipped a beat;