Sunday, May 07, 2006
today monday le.. start back sch.. things seems normal but still i do think of my past when i was with her.. when i saw her in sch today.. it feels so hard 2 revert back to normal cuz i feel so lonely nw tat i m alone again.. den juz nw talk 2 jinngyi.. ya den he told me he gt gf.. i guess shes young cute as usual.. lol but can see he usually serious towards her and good thing is he forgotten abt his ex wen qing.. ya.. took him so long to 4get her.. i wonder how i will 4get her.. its like 9 mths+ we together den suddenly i will be free most of the time as not meeting her etc.. i do miss the hugs kisses etc.. really was happy with her alot but sitll at the same time hurt by the quarrels we both hav with each other. dere's a point of time where we both quarrel almost everyday..i do cry still i know i may sound sissy or wad but i m nt ok.. guys do cry juz tat they dun show it in face unless they realli seriously cant hold back their tears... nw back home le.. continue ba.. ya.. i juz viewed aiping frenster and saw e profile.. was like thinkin was it refering 2 me? den under agirl tat is.. she change all le and put tis..
Knowing SoMOnE In YoUr lIfE Is vErY HaPpY.bUt, U wIlL Be sAd iF 1dAy SoMoNe GaVe u aN AnswEr.BUt, CanT FoRcE De..So rEmAiN As beFoRe bA..UnLeSs OnE FiNe dAy, tHe AnSwErS wIlL Be dIfFeReNt. another is H@iz, lIfE so sad...dun neo what should i do..me so stress.HoPe, I Be A HAPpY gAl nExT TiMeno matter what will happen, hope will be happy always and same as before....
A GaL That Is:*Independent de...*Tresure Me Before You Hou Hui*lOvEs To eaT,tRy oUt nEw kInD Of fOoDs*GoInG OuT*eASY gOING*fRIENdY*Can LEnD YoU a lisTenInG Ear If YoU Need SoMeone To tALK tO*lOvE To mAKE fRiEnDs* got limited temper (please dun test me)
and last is she put p.s:hope 1 day, a me waiting de ans will come. i was blur so i juz called her up and ask her abt those. and she juz say she read frm book den copy lo. okay.. nvm. realli duno wad she mean. bt anyway wad 4 i love her so much when she dun even knw wad she wan in life keep duno tis duno tat. wait till she know le den say lo. i dun wish 2 care 2 much le i becoming more cold.
10:19 PM
My heart skipped a beat; 