Wednesday, May 10, 2006
ya.. i m back today.. juz came home frm parklane.. cuz today after sch i went out with my god auntie's.. gave them a treat and when i was gg home in train jenna and jacklyn were there so together i ask them go eat ba so i treat all eat.. sunbian sunbian lo.. jennea wen jack hse cuz she gettin clothes so i was in plaza sing alone so i went up 2 yamaha to check their courses out and i decided 2 take drums.. yup.. in e end i went 2 learn drums.. and sign up 4 e course.. happi ba.. cuz i dun ned 2 think so much etc..and let e past go like all my friends say i siao 4 wad go all e way 2 her place den juz go back. if u read my earlier post u wuld understand le ba. but juz let it go ba. there isnt ani girl good lo all r like crap. 1st hurt is juan nw 2nd hurt is ping. i dun1 2 be hurt anyomre fk all e r/s i dun believein true love abt wad girl will love u wit her whole heart all tis.. feeling dam hurt now.. tats y i was outside and my fren talk 2 me. they told mi also e same reason if she my true love or wad she will be mine no point trying so hard 2 hold back de they will 1 day turn around and know tat u once love them alot. and then like tis..dun1 think so much le ba...can say i cant live without a stead or wad ba cuz i always go for long r/s not short terms cuz 1st i dun play and 2nd is cuz i m a lonely guy who seems happi like alot of frenz but actually i m very lonely inside. tats y i tend 2 be veri sensitive in r/s try 2 make my girl as happy as i can. i m not flirt or wad lo. i juz dun1 2 be felt left alone. i always try 2 talk 2 frenz who r closer 2 me but always cant go out wit me den i m always alone at home tats y i keep go out 2 play pool nt because i wan sometime but realli i feel veri lonelyt cuz at least i at there i feel abit happy cuz gt ppl 2 talk 2 and friends 2 laugh and joke. but once i leave that place all e sadness comes back. when will my princess come and bring mi hope and joy and happiness in my life. hen wish 2 see her. any1 tat truly loves and cares for me
5:40 PM
My heart skipped a beat; 