Saturday, May 23, 2009
today morning was a really rush one for me. forced myself to wake up early as i was meeting guo long to do ewad as we both are the same group. i woke up like 3 times as i wake up and keep go back 2 sleep haas quickly wash face and have a quick bath and cab down to school. was doing programming all e way.. lots of codes, errors manage to finish most of the DAO's and webpages from scratch again. then suddenly while we were doing lights went out, fans offed. and guess what? its 1pm lol. school closes at 1pm. so we were doing at level 1 with out laptops and coding all. we do till about 3+ and went out to school to eat. had $1.30 plate of chicken rice. not bad right? cheap food and its nice haas. had our lunch and went back to school to do more coding. and we both left about 8 and guo long went back home to eat while i ate at tampiness mall. was at tampiness mall and it was totally pack. was squeezing my way through and searching what to eat, so finally i came to an conclusion phew. after like 20 mins of walking and deciding what to eat. i had teppanyaki and ordered set a which comprises of small portions of fish,scallop,oyster,and beef or chicken or mutton. i wanted to try each and every kind so that next time i come and eat i can recommend what is good haas. so while i was waiting for the chef to cook my portion of food had a simple prayer to god to commit my family to him as seeing my parents quarrel and my sister and me are stress over money issues too and to add on lots of school work. i gotta be strong!!! jiayou paul! haa i love to self motivate myself cause it makes my character stronger i feel. god has been talking to me almost everyday telling me to rest, come back to him but i seem to be avoiding that issue for a very long time. its been like 2-3 years since i went to church. i still remember the reason i backslide from god well it was really stupid i felt that my cg all dun talk to me and stuff cause i went to ite and that silly thoughts of mine made me lost many valuable friends around me who are always there when i need them. well let you guys know what is my cell group name and all. my cell group name was called elohim and we were very active in church and stuff every week we would meet up for cell group meetings,chit chat , have worship together etc. and its like a family i felt. every year we would have this camp with different theme for example shine camp is to be like a light in the word. and i was very active in my church back then. was in missionary ministry and going around helping people overseas and spreading the word of god. and still remmeber we would sleep on mats on the floor and would paint for the kids their school, clean their whole school up and preach the word of god. and when there's children camp i would always be in those childrens camps and be like a big kor kor and play games with them. so many happy memories back then. and they would jump on top of me and ask me to piggy back them. i feel i was like a role model to them they look up to me as someone helpful and every there to hear what they have to say. the kids would tell me what happen in school and what they do etc.. and we would talk till like 10+ till the time lights have to go off and i would have to be forced to rush them back to their dorms during the camp to sleep and they would sneak out in the night and find me to chit chat. haas was really fun during the camps etc.. hmm seems like a long post already shall stop here. will load more info again. anyway as promised will post yesterday's dinner pictures haas of Fish & Co
7:53 AM
My heart skipped a beat; 